June 24

me and my comp are trying to be more obedient. i called him out on saturday and he got really mad and didnt talk to me until this morning and he said hes sorry. so we didnt make the goal because we stayed home one day, and thten zone conference and then we had to prep a baptism and stuff

NOT THE NORMAL MISSIONARY EMAIL

so not going to lie to you guys before the mission every kid looks at missionaries and thinks that they all so wonderful rule following people. but in reality in sorry its not true haha. these last 3 weeks have been crazy hard for me, ive been laid up in bed because walking has killed the boys, so its been really hard to stay obedient like getting up on time, ready scriptures, going and working. and ever since the beginning of the trasfer ive been allowing my companion to call other missionaries in our mission which is against the rules! so this week we had our final zone confrence with our president and he said that hes so glad he can trust me and how happy he is with me. and that really struck me that i need to be a better missionary and i need to follow the rules perfectly! so 2 days later when we were at a baptism for the sisters in our district he asked me for the phone so he could call a missionary and i decided that weve gone to far so i said no and that ive been feeling empty of the spirit and less excited to be a missionary so i said we aare going to change how we do things! and lets just say he got super duper duper mad and didnt talk to me for 2 days hahahh but youknow what for those 2 days i was super obedient and i realize that being obedient is more important than having a good relçationship with a companion. so yeah first cool experince with a companion ahahah! but this morning he said he was sorry and that he has noticed that not living the missionary life has taken a tole on me! 

but yeah that, normally missionaries only show the fruits of the mission in their weekly email but i want to show the real side of the mission youknow! but its really true, iniquidade nunca foi felicidade! iniquity never was happiness!

PICS

1-3) photo shoot i had with myself cause comp didnt want to take pics of me haha

4)district bought a pizza